3 00:00:26,610 --> 00:00:27,903 Daddy! 4 00:00:28,028 --> 00:00:29,488 Hi, Bibi! 5 00:00:30,197 --> 00:00:32,533 What's wrong? Why are you crying? 6 00:00:32,658 --> 00:00:35,244 Mom won't let me help her. 7 00:00:35,369 --> 00:00:39,122 - And I want to help her make the cake. - But Bibi... 8 00:00:39,790 --> 00:00:42,251 you know you can't help Mom. 9 00:00:43,085 --> 00:00:45,587 All you do is make a big mess. 10 00:00:56,056 --> 00:00:57,307 Well... 11 00:01:00,102 --> 00:01:04,439 What a day! But everybody goes crazy on Friday. 12 00:01:08,360 --> 00:01:10,028 What's my son up to? 13 00:01:10,737 --> 00:01:12,364 Is he kicking again? 14 00:01:14,533 --> 00:01:16,159 He's talking to me! 15 00:01:19,538 --> 00:01:21,748 Let's have a quiet weekend... 16 00:01:23,375 --> 00:01:25,544 Nice and cozy. 17 00:01:57,326 --> 00:02:02,998 FEAR OF FEAR 18 00:02:20,807 --> 00:02:24,645 BASED ON AN IDEA BY ASTA SCHEIB 19 00:02:25,646 --> 00:02:27,105 Bibi! 20 00:02:29,399 --> 00:02:32,361 - Let's play doctor. - Oh, yes, Mom! Come on! 21 00:02:35,864 --> 00:02:40,744 A FILM BY RAINER WERNER FASSBINDER 22 00:02:52,381 --> 00:02:55,717 Examine me all over. Everything hurts. 23 00:03:17,322 --> 00:03:19,324 What's wrong, Mom? 24 00:03:19,449 --> 00:03:21,785 It still hurts here and here. 25 00:03:29,459 --> 00:03:32,421 Am I that sick, Mom? 26 00:03:33,213 --> 00:03:35,799 No, Bibi. No. 27 00:03:37,551 --> 00:03:40,929 On the contrary, you're perfectly healthy. 28 00:03:41,054 --> 00:03:43,932 Come give Dad a check-up, too! 29 00:03:48,812 --> 00:03:51,106 Why don't we go for a walk, Kurt? 30 00:03:52,107 --> 00:03:53,900 It would be so nice. 31 00:03:55,444 --> 00:03:57,487 I feel like walking forever. 32 00:03:57,612 --> 00:03:59,156 And you and Bibi... 33 00:03:59,281 --> 00:04:02,534 We wanted to spend a quiet weekend, Margot. 34 00:04:02,659 --> 00:04:04,745 And I have to work. 35 00:04:04,870 --> 00:04:07,414 I have tons of math to do. 36 00:04:10,250 --> 00:04:14,045 Ma-the-ma-tics. 37 00:04:15,046 --> 00:04:18,842 I don't want to go for a walk either. Walking's boring. 38 00:04:27,976 --> 00:04:31,605 We wanted to bake a cake, Bibi. Yes, let's bake a cake. 39 00:04:32,105 --> 00:04:34,399 Can I stir the batter? 40 00:04:34,524 --> 00:04:36,943 Yes, dear, you can stir the batter. 41 00:04:38,361 --> 00:04:40,864 But you just baked one yesterday. 42 00:04:40,989 --> 00:04:42,449 Yes, yesterday. 43 00:04:43,575 --> 00:04:46,036 So? It'll be eaten. 44 00:04:46,161 --> 00:04:48,121 Cake never goes to waste. 45 00:05:10,936 --> 00:05:12,771 That's alright. 46 00:05:13,522 --> 00:05:16,900 I'll clean up later. Keep stirring. 47 00:05:33,875 --> 00:05:36,461 Should we make it with apples or plums? 48 00:05:37,087 --> 00:05:40,715 Plums, Mom. With lots of sugar! 49 00:05:49,349 --> 00:05:52,978 Your tummy's awfully big now. 50 00:05:55,689 --> 00:05:59,484 Soon you won't be able to move at all. 51 00:05:59,609 --> 00:06:01,236 Don't worry. 52 00:06:02,070 --> 00:06:05,574 I'll just call you and you'll help me. 53 00:06:05,699 --> 00:06:08,076 Then everything will be fine. 54 00:06:08,827 --> 00:06:12,038 It's time Jan finally came out. 55 00:06:13,081 --> 00:06:16,334 You told me he'd be ready soon. 56 00:06:17,127 --> 00:06:19,629 You'll have to wait a few more weeks. 57 00:06:20,797 --> 00:06:25,093 Besides, we don't know if it's going to be a Jan. 58 00:06:25,218 --> 00:06:28,263 But I want a Jan and so does Daddy. 59 00:06:28,388 --> 00:06:30,849 And Grandma and Lore do, too. 60 00:06:31,600 --> 00:06:34,352 - I'm going up to Grandma's. - No! 61 00:06:38,815 --> 00:06:40,317 Stay here with me. 62 00:06:41,359 --> 00:06:43,278 I'll read to you, or... 63 00:06:43,945 --> 00:06:47,741 I just wanted to go up and tell Grandma I baked a cake. 64 00:06:48,783 --> 00:06:53,580 I'm sorry, Bibi. I shouldn't have shouted, but I... 65 00:06:55,040 --> 00:06:57,000 I love you so much! 66 00:07:02,923 --> 00:07:04,215 Little Bibi... 67 00:07:04,799 --> 00:07:06,343 my baby! 68 00:07:12,474 --> 00:07:14,017 Go visit Grandma. 69 00:07:15,185 --> 00:07:17,604 Tell her you baked a cake. 70 00:07:39,542 --> 00:07:41,211 So, this is me. 71 00:07:42,545 --> 00:07:43,964 Me. 72 00:07:46,132 --> 00:07:47,384 Me? 73 00:07:48,677 --> 00:07:50,261 What is that? 74 00:07:51,304 --> 00:07:52,931 What is that, me? 75 00:07:54,307 --> 00:07:55,642 Now... 76 00:08:16,204 --> 00:08:18,123 I'm hysterical. 77 00:08:19,416 --> 00:08:22,043 I'm hysterical because I'm pregnant. 78 00:08:22,168 --> 00:08:25,296 Tell me I'm being hysterical, please. 79 00:08:25,422 --> 00:08:29,426 Two of you on my lap... even a strongman would collapse. 80 00:09:30,570 --> 00:09:32,447 Is your back hurting again? 81 00:09:33,782 --> 00:09:35,116 Yes. 82 00:09:36,785 --> 00:09:38,536 But it doesn't matter. 83 00:09:40,914 --> 00:09:43,333 As long as I can feel myself, I'm fine. 84 00:09:43,458 --> 00:09:44,834 Pardon? 85 00:09:47,837 --> 00:09:49,380 Oh, nothing. 86 00:10:16,366 --> 00:10:17,742 Kurt! 87 00:10:19,953 --> 00:10:21,454 I think it's time. 88 00:10:22,247 --> 00:10:23,790 What, already? 89 00:10:24,707 --> 00:10:26,709 It's three weeks early. 90 00:10:26,835 --> 00:10:28,461 Bibi was early, too. 91 00:10:28,586 --> 00:10:30,797 Yes. Bibi was early, too... 92 00:10:30,922 --> 00:10:33,758 Should I call Mother or Lore? 93 00:10:33,883 --> 00:10:36,094 No! 94 00:10:36,219 --> 00:10:38,888 They'll find out tomorrow. That's soon enough. 95 00:10:40,682 --> 00:10:42,016 The hospital, then? 96 00:10:44,227 --> 00:10:46,479 No, thanks. I'll call myself. 97 00:11:03,246 --> 00:11:05,498 Hello, Katherine Hospital? 98 00:11:05,623 --> 00:11:07,375 This is Margot Staudte. 99 00:11:08,376 --> 00:11:11,754 I'm having contractions every ten minutes. 100 00:11:11,880 --> 00:11:13,548 May I come now? 101 00:11:14,340 --> 00:11:16,134 Yes. 102 00:11:16,259 --> 00:11:17,594 Thanks. 103 00:11:31,024 --> 00:11:32,775 It's starting again. 104 00:11:35,904 --> 00:11:37,697 I'm going insane. 105 00:11:39,866 --> 00:11:41,659 I'm going crazy. 106 00:12:18,196 --> 00:12:19,906 It can't be. 107 00:12:21,366 --> 00:12:23,743 You can't let that happen, God. 108 00:12:27,455 --> 00:12:30,333 What will become of my kids if I go crazy? 109 00:12:35,880 --> 00:12:39,133 Heavens, I have two kids and I'm going insane. 110 00:12:41,678 --> 00:12:45,223 What's wrong, Margot? Have you gone crazy? 111 00:12:45,348 --> 00:12:49,519 You've woken us all up. I need my sleep, and so do you. 112 00:12:56,901 --> 00:12:58,695 Margot, what's wrong? 113 00:13:15,253 --> 00:13:16,296 Dr. Auer? 114 00:13:17,505 --> 00:13:20,508 Forgive me, please. This is Kurt Staudte. 115 00:13:21,718 --> 00:13:25,972 It's Margot... I don't know what's wrong with her. 116 00:13:26,097 --> 00:13:27,807 She's acting strange. 117 00:13:29,892 --> 00:13:31,394 That's very kind. 118 00:13:32,103 --> 00:13:33,688 Thank you, Doctor. 119 00:14:41,714 --> 00:14:44,342 What's the matter, Mrs. Staudte? 120 00:14:56,771 --> 00:15:00,066 Well, everything appears to be fine. 121 00:15:01,859 --> 00:15:04,529 I'll give you a tranquilizer. 122 00:15:05,530 --> 00:15:07,323 It'll help you sleep. 123 00:15:08,616 --> 00:15:10,993 Come see me tomorrow morning. 124 00:15:46,028 --> 00:15:49,073 - Oh, Mom! - Dr. Auer was here last night. 125 00:15:50,491 --> 00:15:53,995 - Something wrong with the kids? - No, no, it's nothing. Please sit down. 126 00:15:54,120 --> 00:15:55,788 Margot felt unwell. 127 00:15:55,913 --> 00:15:59,876 Dr. Auer says she's still weak and has to rest. 128 00:16:01,502 --> 00:16:03,713 What she needs is a proper meal. 129 00:16:03,838 --> 00:16:06,841 She won't eat the food we bring her. 130 00:16:08,468 --> 00:16:11,554 Sure I will, you and Mother cook very well. 131 00:16:12,555 --> 00:16:14,974 But sometimes I just can't eat. 132 00:16:15,099 --> 00:16:18,311 Bibi's exactly the same, a fussy eater and... 133 00:16:18,436 --> 00:16:21,772 She'll be just like you. It's not healthy. 134 00:16:21,898 --> 00:16:25,443 Can you baby-sit while Margot sees Dr. Auer? 135 00:16:25,568 --> 00:16:28,821 Why do you even ask? Of course I can. 136 00:16:29,614 --> 00:16:31,782 Margot and Bibi can eat with us. 137 00:16:33,284 --> 00:16:35,870 We have leftover duck and cabbage. 138 00:16:39,457 --> 00:16:42,168 Let me reassure you, Mrs. Staudte. 139 00:16:43,085 --> 00:16:45,421 Physically, everything's fine. 140 00:16:47,673 --> 00:16:51,969 You're a little anemic, but don't let that worry you. 141 00:16:52,094 --> 00:16:53,429 You need rest. 142 00:16:54,055 --> 00:16:56,557 Rest and more rest. 143 00:16:57,350 --> 00:17:00,228 Lots of milk, lettuce, fruit... 144 00:17:00,353 --> 00:17:04,190 a thick soup now and then, and it won't happen again. 145 00:17:11,113 --> 00:17:12,740 NERVOUS SYSTEM 146 00:17:20,915 --> 00:17:22,375 I.- 147 00:17:31,592 --> 00:17:33,344 You know... 148 00:17:36,264 --> 00:17:37,723 Yes? 149 00:17:41,561 --> 00:17:43,938 Recently I've been feeling... 150 00:17:47,275 --> 00:17:50,903 ...scared. It's very strange. 151 00:17:51,612 --> 00:17:54,657 I have no idea why, and... 152 00:17:54,782 --> 00:17:59,120 Well, you're a sensitive young woman. 153 00:17:59,245 --> 00:18:00,871 Very sensitive, in fact. 154 00:18:01,706 --> 00:18:06,002 Sometimes the autonomic nervous system acts up. 155 00:18:06,836 --> 00:18:11,132 But many people are like that, there's no cause for concern. 156 00:18:12,133 --> 00:18:15,261 I've prescribed you some Valium. 157 00:18:15,803 --> 00:18:19,348 Take it whenever you feel on edge. 158 00:18:20,516 --> 00:18:24,312 But not more than one pill at a time. I know I can trust you. 159 00:18:24,437 --> 00:18:26,689 Goodbye, and don't worry. 160 00:18:29,108 --> 00:18:30,192 Good bye. 161 00:18:41,996 --> 00:18:43,456 Next, please. 162 00:22:16,836 --> 00:22:20,673 I don't want this dress - neither this one nor any other! 163 00:22:22,091 --> 00:22:23,592 Help me! 164 00:22:28,430 --> 00:22:30,516 Forgive me... 165 00:22:31,684 --> 00:22:33,185 I was startled. 166 00:23:10,890 --> 00:23:13,392 Mommy, let's go. 167 00:23:13,517 --> 00:23:15,185 I'm scared. 168 00:23:29,283 --> 00:23:31,327 Who was that man? 169 00:23:31,452 --> 00:23:33,037 Bibi, be quiet. 170 00:23:33,162 --> 00:23:36,415 Why, Mommy, who was he? Tell me! 171 00:23:37,124 --> 00:23:39,710 That was just Mr. Bauer. 172 00:23:39,835 --> 00:23:44,048 He looked at us so funny. He has funny eyes. 173 00:23:44,882 --> 00:23:46,634 Mr. Bauer is sick. 174 00:23:47,217 --> 00:23:50,596 What do you mean, sick? He's out and about in the street! 175 00:23:50,721 --> 00:23:52,765 Mr. Bauer's sick in the head. 176 00:24:08,656 --> 00:24:10,616 Kurt? 177 00:24:10,741 --> 00:24:12,368 Yes? 178 00:24:15,120 --> 00:24:16,497 I.- 179 00:24:19,583 --> 00:24:21,293 I'd like to take Bibi... 180 00:24:23,087 --> 00:24:25,547 out of kindergarten. 181 00:24:26,465 --> 00:24:28,133 What? 182 00:24:30,970 --> 00:24:33,973 It took us weeks to find a place and now... 183 00:24:34,473 --> 00:24:36,558 We'll look stupid. 184 00:24:41,981 --> 00:24:44,149 But it's like a factory. 185 00:24:45,150 --> 00:24:47,027 It has no soul. 186 00:24:48,570 --> 00:24:51,991 Can you imagine? I dropped by yesterday. 187 00:24:53,033 --> 00:24:57,162 They were all sitting there, arms crossed... 188 00:24:57,287 --> 00:24:59,206 They weren't allowed to speak. 189 00:25:14,346 --> 00:25:17,182 I asked the teacher, What's going on? 190 00:25:18,142 --> 00:25:22,312 She actually answered that the kids had been mean. 191 00:25:22,438 --> 00:25:24,356 Mean! 192 00:25:24,481 --> 00:25:27,026 Now I ask you, how can four-year-olds be mean? 193 00:25:27,901 --> 00:25:29,778 Kids can be very mean. 194 00:25:30,404 --> 00:25:33,032 You know perfectly well, Margot. 195 00:25:33,699 --> 00:25:36,535 Anyway, they have to sit still in school. 196 00:25:36,660 --> 00:25:39,121 They'll be well prepared. 197 00:25:40,497 --> 00:25:45,127 Now, please... If I'm going to pass my exam, I need to concentrate. 198 00:26:04,146 --> 00:26:05,647 Bibi... 199 00:26:05,773 --> 00:26:08,734 Tell me, would you prefer to stay with me... 200 00:26:09,318 --> 00:26:11,570 or go to kindergarten tomorrow? 201 00:26:16,533 --> 00:26:18,869 I'm not really sure, but... 202 00:26:18,994 --> 00:26:21,246 I have to go tomorrow. 203 00:26:21,371 --> 00:26:25,459 We're making Chinese lanterns, and the day after that... 204 00:26:25,584 --> 00:26:27,211 OK. 205 00:26:27,336 --> 00:26:29,338 That's alright, Bibi. 206 00:26:30,672 --> 00:26:32,424 I understand. 207 00:26:32,549 --> 00:26:34,176 Go play. 208 00:27:46,206 --> 00:27:47,249 Kat“... 209 00:27:47,791 --> 00:27:49,334 You're here? 210 00:27:50,002 --> 00:27:53,088 I'm off today. I thought I'd go swimming. 211 00:27:53,922 --> 00:27:56,800 I've been watching you for ten minutes. 212 00:27:57,509 --> 00:27:59,261 You swim and swim... 213 00:28:00,053 --> 00:28:01,972 Swimming's good for you. 214 00:28:02,097 --> 00:28:04,850 All doctors say that. All of them. 215 00:28:04,975 --> 00:28:06,894 I do it every morning. 216 00:28:10,898 --> 00:28:13,025 Sure. But like that... 217 00:28:13,859 --> 00:28:15,444 That's not normal. 218 00:28:16,403 --> 00:28:18,530 Not normal? 219 00:28:18,655 --> 00:28:20,574 What makes you say that? 220 00:28:21,742 --> 00:28:24,077 What do you mean, it's not normal? 221 00:28:25,746 --> 00:28:27,539 Don't get upset. 222 00:28:27,664 --> 00:28:31,835 I just mean, back and forth like that, as fast as you can... 223 00:28:31,960 --> 00:28:33,253 It's hard on you. 224 00:28:34,046 --> 00:28:36,131 It helps me forget everything. 225 00:28:38,425 --> 00:28:39,801 Forget... 226 00:28:42,012 --> 00:28:43,138 everything- 227 00:28:47,726 --> 00:28:49,603 I'm sorry I shouted. 228 00:28:50,729 --> 00:28:54,191 That doesn't matter, Margot. I don't mind. 229 00:29:03,867 --> 00:29:08,705 Karl said you swim every clay, tearing along like a madwoman. 230 00:29:08,830 --> 00:29:10,999 You're getting pale and thin. 231 00:29:11,124 --> 00:29:14,628 You need to rest, not train. Mother and Lore both think... 232 00:29:14,753 --> 00:29:17,589 Mother and Lore! That's all you ever say. 233 00:29:17,714 --> 00:29:21,093 But all doctors tell you to exercise and... 234 00:29:21,677 --> 00:29:23,637 Mother's right, and you know it. 235 00:29:23,762 --> 00:29:26,390 A woman with two kids gets enough exercise. 236 00:29:26,515 --> 00:29:28,267 You all complain... 237 00:29:28,809 --> 00:29:30,018 I don't complain. 238 00:29:30,519 --> 00:29:32,271 I know. 239 00:29:32,396 --> 00:29:36,984 But Mother and Lore work themselves to the bone. 240 00:29:41,863 --> 00:29:44,199 You can imagine what they say... 241 00:29:44,950 --> 00:29:48,412 with you swimming like a madwoman every day. 242 00:29:55,877 --> 00:29:57,671 You're right, Kurt. 243 00:29:58,588 --> 00:30:00,215 All of you are right. 244 00:30:01,133 --> 00:30:03,176 But I can't explain it. 245 00:30:05,220 --> 00:30:07,556 The fear... 246 00:30:09,599 --> 00:30:11,268 Fear of... 247 00:30:11,768 --> 00:30:15,439 I never learned a word that could express it. 248 00:30:16,857 --> 00:30:19,026 Anyway, it's nothing really. 249 00:30:20,110 --> 00:30:23,196 I have to be doing something, constantly. 250 00:30:24,114 --> 00:30:26,450 I have to keep myself busy. 251 00:30:26,575 --> 00:30:28,285 Otherwise... 252 00:30:30,454 --> 00:30:32,789 Otherwise I look in the mirror and... 253 00:30:40,005 --> 00:30:42,632 You just said it's nothing. 254 00:30:43,800 --> 00:30:46,803 You should take the pills Dr. Auer prescribed. 255 00:30:47,763 --> 00:30:49,348 And you need rest. 256 00:30:50,682 --> 00:30:52,309 Everything will be fine. 257 00:31:30,097 --> 00:31:32,140 Your eyes, Mrs. Staudte... 258 00:31:33,141 --> 00:31:34,768 Your eyes. 259 00:31:36,728 --> 00:31:38,271 Take care of yourself. 260 00:31:40,816 --> 00:31:42,609 Don't talk to me, Mr. Bauer. 261 00:31:43,402 --> 00:31:45,195 Is there someone else... 262 00:31:46,238 --> 00:31:47,739 you can discuss it with? 263 00:31:49,533 --> 00:31:51,785 There's nothing 264 00:31:51,910 --> 00:31:54,996 I have to discuss with anyone, Mr. Bauer. 265 00:31:56,957 --> 00:31:58,458 Nothing at all. 266 00:31:59,501 --> 00:32:01,128 A pity, Mrs. Staudte. 267 00:32:01,962 --> 00:32:03,672 A pity for you. 268 00:32:05,257 --> 00:32:08,051 It's important to have someone... 269 00:32:09,136 --> 00:32:12,681 with whom you can discuss it. 270 00:32:22,816 --> 00:32:24,276 Christa! 271 00:32:24,401 --> 00:32:26,027 Oh, Christa! Christa! 272 00:32:26,153 --> 00:32:29,614 It's Margot, your old friend Margot. 273 00:32:31,658 --> 00:32:32,868 I, uh... 274 00:32:32,993 --> 00:32:36,288 I have to see you... I'd like to see you. 275 00:32:36,413 --> 00:32:38,457 I need you... 276 00:32:38,582 --> 00:32:40,417 I need a change. 277 00:32:42,461 --> 00:32:44,504 Yes? 278 00:32:44,629 --> 00:32:46,256 Oh, thank you! 279 00:32:46,381 --> 00:32:48,508 Thank you! 280 00:32:48,633 --> 00:32:51,261 Tomorrow or the day after. 281 00:32:52,220 --> 00:32:54,556 Yes, I'll let you know. 282 00:32:54,681 --> 00:32:56,266 See you. 283 00:33:05,609 --> 00:33:08,570 No! Please, not again! 284 00:33:08,695 --> 00:33:12,157 I've nothing against it. A change will do you good. 285 00:33:12,282 --> 00:33:16,495 Christa will cheer you up. It'll be a change of pace. 286 00:33:21,041 --> 00:33:22,959 Oh, Kurt! 287 00:33:24,044 --> 00:33:25,962 Thank you. Thank you. 288 00:33:26,588 --> 00:33:28,340 Margot, what's all this? 289 00:33:28,465 --> 00:33:31,927 Oh, forgive me, it's just that I'm so happy. 290 00:33:41,811 --> 00:33:45,815 It's very nice of you to pick me up, you know. 291 00:33:45,941 --> 00:33:49,444 Well, you wouldn't have come home otherwise. 292 00:33:49,569 --> 00:33:53,240 Yes, I would, Kurt. I'd have come home soon. 293 00:33:54,115 --> 00:33:55,450 Really? 294 00:33:57,285 --> 00:33:59,037 You're my husband. 295 00:34:00,330 --> 00:34:02,374 I love you, and... 296 00:34:03,542 --> 00:34:05,752 my place is with you. 297 00:34:05,877 --> 00:34:08,296 I like hearing that, you know. 298 00:34:09,005 --> 00:34:10,757 You hardly ever say it. 299 00:34:11,925 --> 00:34:14,344 Why don't you ever ask how I am? 300 00:34:14,469 --> 00:34:15,762 Whether I'm happy? 301 00:34:16,888 --> 00:34:19,891 Why should I? I can see you're fine. 302 00:34:20,642 --> 00:34:21,643 And happy? 303 00:34:23,687 --> 00:34:27,274 We'll have lots of time to be happy after my exam. 304 00:34:30,151 --> 00:34:31,611 Are you laughing at me? 305 00:34:31,736 --> 00:34:33,613 Oh, no, Kurt. 306 00:34:33,738 --> 00:34:34,823 No. 307 00:34:35,782 --> 00:34:37,617 Why should I laugh at you? 308 00:34:39,661 --> 00:34:41,788 Where would I get the strength? 309 00:34:42,706 --> 00:34:44,082 The strength? 310 00:34:45,292 --> 00:34:48,461 What do you mean, the strength? I don't understand. 311 00:34:49,170 --> 00:34:52,007 Neither do I, Kurt. Neither do I. 312 00:34:53,592 --> 00:34:55,885 There's a lot I don't understand. 313 00:34:56,011 --> 00:34:59,723 And I don't want to scare you. 314 00:35:02,809 --> 00:35:04,644 You really are strange. 315 00:35:06,021 --> 00:35:08,106 Now you're talking about fear. 316 00:35:09,941 --> 00:35:13,069 I wish I knew what goes on in your head. 317 00:35:28,710 --> 00:35:30,545 My children... 318 00:35:33,506 --> 00:35:36,134 My children have a sick mother. 319 00:35:37,802 --> 00:35:39,638 A stranger. 320 00:35:42,849 --> 00:35:44,476 That“ 321 00:35:47,062 --> 00:35:49,356 That can't be. 322 00:35:50,815 --> 00:35:52,192 That“ 323 00:35:54,152 --> 00:35:56,446 I want to be a woman, Kurt. 324 00:35:56,571 --> 00:36:00,116 To desire me, to love me, to wrench me from my despair. 325 00:36:00,241 --> 00:36:03,286 I want to hear myself scream, to know I exist. 326 00:36:07,415 --> 00:36:09,167 Hey, Margot! 327 00:36:12,837 --> 00:36:14,214 Hey! 328 00:36:23,098 --> 00:36:25,517 You know, our math professor... 329 00:36:26,726 --> 00:36:28,645 is a real bastard. 330 00:36:31,272 --> 00:36:33,358 He constantly puts us down... 331 00:36:35,568 --> 00:36:37,570 just for the fun of it. 332 00:36:40,615 --> 00:36:42,492 Just for fun. 333 00:36:45,412 --> 00:36:47,205 Today he told someone... 334 00:36:49,040 --> 00:36:52,001 "If you don't want to do any work, Muller... 335 00:36:53,878 --> 00:36:56,297 "at least don't use up our oxygen." 336 00:37:00,844 --> 00:37:02,470 What can you do? 337 00:37:08,852 --> 00:37:11,229 You're so far away from me. 338 00:37:13,982 --> 00:37:15,775 So far, Kurt. 339 00:37:17,318 --> 00:37:18,945 So far away. 340 00:37:19,779 --> 00:37:21,281 Pardon? 341 00:37:26,035 --> 00:37:27,412 Nothing. 342 00:37:28,913 --> 00:37:30,749 I didn't say anything. 343 00:38:19,214 --> 00:38:21,299 I also need a laxative. 344 00:38:22,342 --> 00:38:25,011 Dr. Merck, may I talk to you? 345 00:38:25,136 --> 00:38:28,932 Hello, Mrs. Staudte. What can I do for you? 346 00:38:30,892 --> 00:38:33,228 Please, I... 347 00:38:35,021 --> 00:38:36,397 Come with me. 348 00:38:47,200 --> 00:38:48,743 I need some Valium. 349 00:38:49,702 --> 00:38:52,205 Now! Right away! 350 00:38:52,997 --> 00:38:55,375 I can't give you Valium without a prescription. 351 00:38:55,500 --> 00:38:57,669 - It's the law. - The law! 352 00:38:59,003 --> 00:39:01,172 You know Dr. Auer prescribes it. 353 00:39:02,090 --> 00:39:05,718 I didn't have time to see him. I'll bring it later. 354 00:39:05,844 --> 00:39:06,928 I.- 355 00:39:07,637 --> 00:39:09,639 Please, I need it right away! 356 00:39:10,265 --> 00:39:14,310 Forgive my asking, but why do you take so much? 357 00:39:14,435 --> 00:39:17,438 An attractive, healthy young woman. 358 00:39:17,564 --> 00:39:20,316 You talk and talk, but what I need is help. 359 00:39:20,441 --> 00:39:24,279 Don't you see... the state I'm in? 360 00:39:24,404 --> 00:39:27,866 Come in my office. The others needn't hear. 361 00:39:33,955 --> 00:39:35,707 What is it, Mrs. Staudte? 362 00:39:35,832 --> 00:39:39,210 Ever since I've known you, you've been happy. 363 00:39:40,086 --> 00:39:41,129 I admired you. 364 00:39:48,845 --> 00:39:50,096 What's the matter? 365 00:39:56,311 --> 00:39:59,230 You're no less pretty, on the contrary. 366 00:40:00,231 --> 00:40:02,108 I like your round eyes... 367 00:40:02,984 --> 00:40:04,736 your clear skin. 368 00:40:07,822 --> 00:40:09,991 There's something's wrong with you. 369 00:40:14,621 --> 00:40:16,414 You can trust me. 370 00:40:17,248 --> 00:40:20,960 I'll give you the Valium. For you I'd go to prison. 371 00:40:21,711 --> 00:40:24,631 But please, tell me why you need it. 372 00:40:45,777 --> 00:40:47,362 You have such pretty hair. 373 00:40:48,112 --> 00:40:49,822 It smells so lovely. 374 00:40:58,748 --> 00:41:01,417 I think I should go now. 375 00:41:07,757 --> 00:41:10,468 You mustn't blame yourself. Promise me! 376 00:41:10,593 --> 00:41:14,013 If you need to talk to someone, call me. 377 00:42:03,938 --> 00:42:05,481 Yes? 378 00:42:08,317 --> 00:42:09,694 Thank you. 379 00:42:10,987 --> 00:42:13,322 I'm fine, Dr. Merck. 380 00:42:50,943 --> 00:42:54,405 Mom, you look so pretty. Are you going out with Dad? 381 00:42:54,530 --> 00:42:55,990 No, Bibi. 382 00:42:56,115 --> 00:42:58,868 I just wanted to look nice. Just to look nice. 383 00:43:00,536 --> 00:43:04,207 Mom, will you paint my fingernails, too? 384 00:43:06,334 --> 00:43:07,627 Yes, Bibi. 385 00:43:08,836 --> 00:43:10,713 I'll do anything you want. 386 00:43:12,048 --> 00:43:13,424 Anything. 387 00:43:14,300 --> 00:43:15,676 Come along. 388 00:43:21,974 --> 00:43:24,477 - Mom... - What is it? 389 00:43:24,602 --> 00:43:27,105 There's that man again. 390 00:43:34,112 --> 00:43:35,780 Come along, Bibi. 391 00:43:37,740 --> 00:43:39,325 Come. 392 00:44:21,909 --> 00:44:23,578 It's funny, Mom. 393 00:44:23,703 --> 00:44:26,622 You usually get mad when I do this. 394 00:44:28,416 --> 00:44:30,793 Everything's changed, Bibi. 395 00:44:32,712 --> 00:44:36,007 My God, if you were older and we could talk 396 00:44:36,132 --> 00:44:37,550 then“. 397 00:44:47,351 --> 00:44:50,396 I made potato pancakes. Here, for you. 398 00:44:50,521 --> 00:44:54,192 Kurt likes them made with new potatoes. 399 00:44:54,317 --> 00:44:56,986 - May I come in? - Oh! 400 00:44:57,111 --> 00:44:58,613 Please, of course. 401 00:45:04,994 --> 00:45:07,455 Bibi, what are you doing? 402 00:45:07,580 --> 00:45:09,498 Putting on nail polish! 403 00:45:09,624 --> 00:45:12,335 How can you let her? 404 00:45:12,460 --> 00:45:15,379 You're all dolled up as well, as if you were going to the opera. 405 00:45:18,216 --> 00:45:19,842 A fine state of affairs! 406 00:45:19,967 --> 00:45:23,179 Come to the bathroom, we'll take it off. 407 00:45:23,304 --> 00:45:27,225 Mom made herself pretty, and I want to be pretty, too. 408 00:45:27,350 --> 00:45:28,684 Go ahead, then. 409 00:45:28,809 --> 00:45:32,146 And may I ask what you've been cooking while you were putting on make-up? 410 00:45:34,023 --> 00:45:35,483 I.- 411 00:45:37,610 --> 00:45:41,864 Actually... I haven't cooked anything today. 412 00:45:43,491 --> 00:45:47,036 I was going to make scrambled eggs for Bibi and me, 413 00:45:47,161 --> 00:45:51,123 and I have ajar of baby food for Jan. 414 00:45:51,249 --> 00:45:55,044 Scrambled eggs, baby food... That's not a meal! 415 00:45:55,169 --> 00:45:58,381 Besides, baby food is so expensive. 416 00:45:58,506 --> 00:46:01,342 Kurt works hard for his money. 417 00:46:01,467 --> 00:46:05,513 The child needs spinach, carrots... 418 00:46:05,638 --> 00:46:07,515 not scrambled eggs. 419 00:46:07,640 --> 00:46:09,475 Take Lore as an example. 420 00:46:09,600 --> 00:46:11,811 You look like Lore's cooking. 421 00:46:12,520 --> 00:46:14,563 You're such a fool. 422 00:46:14,689 --> 00:46:18,693 You think you're so chic, but you're killing the kids. 423 00:46:18,818 --> 00:46:22,405 You don't care, you don't give a damn! 424 00:46:22,530 --> 00:46:24,156 But Mother... 425 00:46:25,116 --> 00:46:27,952 You know I always cook a full meal. 426 00:46:28,786 --> 00:46:30,371 It's just that today... 427 00:46:31,080 --> 00:46:33,374 Today I didn't have the strength. 428 00:46:34,333 --> 00:46:35,543 Today... 429 00:46:35,668 --> 00:46:38,629 Fine. But warm up the pancakes for Kurt. 430 00:46:39,380 --> 00:46:41,799 And don't let Bibi do as she pleases. 431 00:46:53,811 --> 00:46:57,982 - Yes? - I was eating lunch and reading the paper. 432 00:46:58,858 --> 00:47:01,819 They're putting on The Threepenny Opera. 433 00:47:01,944 --> 00:47:03,863 I'd love to see it with you. 434 00:47:03,988 --> 00:47:06,782 Then have some wine in the Ratskeller. 435 00:47:07,825 --> 00:47:10,119 But I know it's not possible. 436 00:47:11,329 --> 00:47:14,457 It would be nice, though. Very nice in fact. 437 00:47:14,999 --> 00:47:17,543 Don't call me! Never ever! 438 00:47:17,668 --> 00:47:19,670 Don't ever call me again! 439 00:47:19,795 --> 00:47:22,631 It's impossible. Everything is impossible. 440 00:47:22,757 --> 00:47:26,218 I know it, I can't. I can't, do you understand? 441 00:47:26,344 --> 00:47:28,220 Please leave me alone. 442 00:49:12,741 --> 00:49:15,077 DRUGSTORE 443 00:49:49,320 --> 00:49:50,779 Hello? 444 00:49:50,905 --> 00:49:53,491 Dr. Merck, please. Hurry! 445 00:49:58,204 --> 00:50:01,457 It's me, Doctor. 446 00:50:01,582 --> 00:50:02,583 I.- 447 00:50:02,708 --> 00:50:06,420 It's alright. You don't have to explain. Come over. 448 00:50:06,545 --> 00:50:09,465 Come see me. That's the easiest. 449 00:50:11,091 --> 00:50:12,718 Use the entrance at the back. 450 00:50:13,928 --> 00:50:15,471 I'll be waiting. 451 00:50:49,547 --> 00:50:51,006 Come in, my dear. 452 00:50:56,095 --> 00:50:57,555 But, look... 453 00:51:17,825 --> 00:51:19,285 May I? 454 00:51:49,106 --> 00:51:51,984 There! Let's get comfortable. 455 00:52:09,668 --> 00:52:11,211 Thank you. 456 00:52:11,337 --> 00:52:13,255 I'm so glad that... 457 00:52:14,340 --> 00:52:16,300 you came to me. 458 00:52:16,425 --> 00:52:20,220 After my phone call I worried you might be capricious. 459 00:52:20,971 --> 00:52:22,765 And I wouldn't like that. 460 00:52:23,390 --> 00:52:26,685 Though from you, I'd accept it. 461 00:52:28,437 --> 00:52:30,022 Let's drink to that. 462 00:52:34,485 --> 00:52:35,944 Have a seat. 463 00:53:10,771 --> 00:53:13,482 I don't want to force you, my dear. 464 00:53:14,400 --> 00:53:18,487 But I want you to come to me, whenever you feel the need. 465 00:53:49,435 --> 00:53:50,728 I know... 466 00:53:51,603 --> 00:53:52,980 It's you. 467 00:53:53,105 --> 00:53:54,982 Dr. Merck, isn't it? 468 00:53:57,151 --> 00:53:59,194 But I don't need you anymore. 469 00:54:00,154 --> 00:54:02,614 I don't need you anymore, Dr. Merck. 470 00:54:04,199 --> 00:54:05,784 I know what I need now. 471 00:54:07,035 --> 00:54:08,787 Cognac, that's all. 472 00:54:11,957 --> 00:54:14,209 Alcohol is what I need. 473 00:54:14,334 --> 00:54:16,170 Alcohol and nothing more. 474 00:54:34,813 --> 00:54:37,775 I did some shopping for you at the market. 475 00:54:37,900 --> 00:54:41,904 Mother said you'd run out of vegetables, so I brought some. 476 00:54:47,951 --> 00:54:51,747 They had cabbage and cauliflower, only 50 pfennigs. 477 00:54:52,956 --> 00:54:54,750 - Lore! - Yes? 478 00:54:56,293 --> 00:54:58,545 I don't like cabbage. 479 00:54:58,670 --> 00:55:00,255 Cabbage stinks. 480 00:55:01,173 --> 00:55:03,217 I don't like cauliflower either. 481 00:55:03,926 --> 00:55:06,595 And Kurt doesn't like cabbage, and Bibi can't stand it. 482 00:55:10,682 --> 00:55:12,601 Why don't you ask Jan? 483 00:55:12,726 --> 00:55:15,395 Maybe he'll like your cabbage, your stinky cabbage! 484 00:55:18,232 --> 00:55:20,776 You've been drinking, Margot. 485 00:55:22,236 --> 00:55:25,030 You're drinking alcohol in broad daylight. 486 00:55:26,365 --> 00:55:27,866 In broad daylight! 487 00:55:28,492 --> 00:55:32,830 Yes, Lore. I'm drunk. In broad daylight. 488 00:55:32,955 --> 00:55:36,542 And I didn't ask your permission. 489 00:55:36,667 --> 00:55:39,837 I simply forgot, Lore. I simply forgot. 490 00:55:42,381 --> 00:55:44,758 I'm going to tell Mother, Margot. 491 00:55:44,883 --> 00:55:46,635 Mother and Kurt. 492 00:55:46,760 --> 00:55:48,345 Good bye. 493 00:56:15,330 --> 00:56:16,874 You're so quiet. 494 00:56:18,500 --> 00:56:19,960 I'm eating. 495 00:56:24,673 --> 00:56:26,174 You're eating. 496 00:56:35,183 --> 00:56:39,396 Those witches turned you against me. That's why you're so quiet. 497 00:56:40,689 --> 00:56:42,107 Admit it. 498 00:56:42,858 --> 00:56:45,068 Just admit it. 499 00:56:45,193 --> 00:56:47,112 Tell me what's bothering you. 500 00:56:47,237 --> 00:56:51,658 They just said you were drinking. I told them it's our business. 501 00:56:51,783 --> 00:56:55,120 Now quit nagging, I had a tough day. 502 00:56:56,204 --> 00:56:58,206 I have to study. 503 00:57:00,334 --> 00:57:03,712 They're always dropping in, uninvited... 504 00:57:04,630 --> 00:57:07,215 sticking their noses into my life. 505 00:57:07,341 --> 00:57:09,134 Into everything. 506 00:57:09,259 --> 00:57:12,304 The way we raise the kids, what we eat. 507 00:57:14,264 --> 00:57:15,849 - Kurt... - Yes? 508 00:57:17,768 --> 00:57:20,395 Couldn't we find a place of our own? 509 00:57:21,480 --> 00:57:23,231 Even this furniture... 510 00:57:24,191 --> 00:57:25,984 None of it is ours. 511 00:57:26,109 --> 00:57:28,111 No, Margot. No. 512 00:59:09,463 --> 00:59:12,007 We're going shopping. Do you want anything? 513 00:59:12,132 --> 00:59:14,843 No, thanks. I'll go out later. 514 00:59:14,968 --> 00:59:18,638 You're so pale. You can't go out like that. 515 00:59:18,764 --> 00:59:20,223 Pale? 516 00:59:22,059 --> 00:59:24,770 - I don't know. - Yes, pale. 517 00:59:24,895 --> 00:59:26,646 I'll get you an aspirin. 518 00:59:26,772 --> 00:59:29,107 Must be all that drinking. 519 00:59:34,488 --> 00:59:38,241 I don't need your aspirin! |don't need anything from you. 520 01:00:10,315 --> 01:00:12,317 It's me. 521 01:00:12,442 --> 01:00:14,111 I need you. 522 01:00:51,898 --> 01:00:54,067 I'm afraid I'm going crazy. 523 01:01:01,116 --> 01:01:04,119 You're quite extraordinary, you know? 524 01:01:06,121 --> 01:01:08,456 We'll always be very happy. 525 01:01:11,710 --> 01:01:13,670 I want to stay with you. 526 01:01:15,088 --> 01:01:16,506 Forever. 527 01:01:18,508 --> 01:01:20,468 I'm happy with you. 528 01:01:21,678 --> 01:01:23,263 I feel good. 529 01:01:25,473 --> 01:01:28,310 Yes, I'll just stay with you. 530 01:01:31,396 --> 01:01:33,648 I'll speak to Kurt... 531 01:01:36,109 --> 01:01:38,320 and tell him I'm leaving him. 532 01:01:41,990 --> 01:01:44,034 You love me, don't you? 533 01:01:45,952 --> 01:01:47,454 Of course. 534 01:01:49,289 --> 01:01:51,374 I've always liked you. 535 01:01:51,499 --> 01:01:56,046 And that, just now, was lovely. Very lovely, in fact. 536 01:01:57,714 --> 01:01:59,883 It's not often that lovely. 537 01:02:01,134 --> 01:02:02,510 But... 538 01:02:03,803 --> 01:02:05,138 But? 539 01:02:07,933 --> 01:02:10,393 DR. MERCK OFFICE 540 01:05:02,399 --> 01:05:04,776 - What's wrong? - Watch the kids. 541 01:05:11,199 --> 01:05:13,493 Call Kurt, quick! 542 01:05:28,425 --> 01:05:31,386 You have to help me, Doctor. I cut myself. 543 01:05:31,511 --> 01:05:34,180 - I'll dress it. - It's bleeding a lot. 544 01:05:42,480 --> 01:05:44,441 Why did you do it, Margot? 545 01:05:44,566 --> 01:05:46,067 Why? 546 01:05:48,153 --> 01:05:50,405 This isn't like you. 547 01:05:50,530 --> 01:05:52,449 This is blackmail. 548 01:05:56,870 --> 01:05:59,122 There's no reason for it. 549 01:06:08,465 --> 01:06:10,842 It has nothing to do with you. 550 01:06:14,095 --> 01:06:15,680 It was an accident. 551 01:06:17,390 --> 01:06:19,058 I slipped. 552 01:06:23,271 --> 01:06:24,814 Alright, then. 553 01:06:51,216 --> 01:06:53,968 I'll take Mrs. Staudte home, Miss Klett. 554 01:06:55,303 --> 01:06:56,846 Look after things. 555 01:06:56,971 --> 01:06:59,516 Of course, Doctor. Of course. 556 01:07:36,636 --> 01:07:37,971 Margot! 557 01:07:46,854 --> 01:07:48,356 What happened? 558 01:07:48,481 --> 01:07:50,692 - Is it serious? - No, don't worry about it. 559 01:07:50,817 --> 01:07:52,402 Your wife cut herself. 560 01:07:52,527 --> 01:07:53,987 I dressed the wound. She's fine. 561 01:07:54,112 --> 01:07:56,114 Well, thanks. 562 01:07:56,239 --> 01:07:58,783 - Thank you very much. - My pleasure. 563 01:08:12,547 --> 01:08:16,342 Tell me what's going on. What's wrong with you? 564 01:08:16,467 --> 01:08:19,095 Nothing Kurt. It's nothing, really. 565 01:08:19,220 --> 01:08:22,473 I cut my arm on a piece of glass, that's all. 566 01:08:35,612 --> 01:08:37,363 Go to your room, Bibi. 567 01:08:42,285 --> 01:08:45,371 You cut yourself! Do you expect us to believe that? 568 01:08:45,955 --> 01:08:47,874 It was an accident. 569 01:08:49,083 --> 01:08:51,044 It was an accident. 570 01:08:52,045 --> 01:08:53,796 An accident. 571 01:08:54,839 --> 01:08:56,215 It was an accident. 572 01:08:57,008 --> 01:09:00,428 I saw her leaving the pharmacy. The back way. 573 01:09:08,311 --> 01:09:10,521 What were you doing with Dr. Merck? 574 01:09:17,612 --> 01:09:20,448 She walked right by me without noticing. 575 01:09:22,617 --> 01:09:24,869 Alright then. 576 01:09:24,994 --> 01:09:26,996 Leave us alone. I want to talk to Margot. 577 01:09:27,121 --> 01:09:31,334 Fine, but don't let her twist you around her finger again. 578 01:09:46,933 --> 01:09:48,393 Well? 579 01:09:51,020 --> 01:09:53,272 Something's been going on lately. 580 01:09:54,607 --> 01:09:56,567 You're not the same. 581 01:09:58,569 --> 01:10:01,489 Tell me, how did you cut your arm? 582 01:10:02,615 --> 01:10:04,742 Was it an accident, or...? 583 01:10:04,867 --> 01:10:06,494 Or did you try... 584 01:10:09,372 --> 01:10:11,165 Tell me, Margot. 585 01:10:11,290 --> 01:10:13,292 Should we see a doctor? 586 01:10:14,919 --> 01:10:16,421 I'll go with you. 587 01:10:17,380 --> 01:10:19,298 I won't let you down. 588 01:10:41,571 --> 01:10:43,448 - Hello. - Hello. 589 01:10:44,490 --> 01:10:46,284 Yeah, yeah... 590 01:10:46,409 --> 01:10:47,952 They come and go. 591 01:10:55,293 --> 01:10:56,669 Have we met? 592 01:11:06,721 --> 01:11:09,849 - I want to leave, Kurt. - No, Margot, we're staying. 593 01:11:12,810 --> 01:11:13,853 Mrs. Staudte? 594 01:11:13,978 --> 01:11:15,688 Please come in. 595 01:11:35,833 --> 01:11:38,419 CONSULTING ROOM 596 01:11:47,887 --> 01:11:50,473 Mr. Staudte... May I have a word? 597 01:12:22,088 --> 01:12:25,341 CONSULTING ROOM 598 01:12:32,181 --> 01:12:33,766 What did he say? 599 01:12:36,602 --> 01:12:38,354 Nothing, dear. 600 01:12:40,815 --> 01:12:42,441 Nothing, really. 601 01:12:49,866 --> 01:12:52,702 He thinks I wanted to kill myself. 602 01:12:56,122 --> 01:12:57,874 But it's not true. 603 01:13:01,043 --> 01:13:03,629 I simply wanted to feel the pain. 604 01:13:05,631 --> 01:13:08,634 I wanted to take my mind off my fear. 605 01:13:18,686 --> 01:13:21,063 Here, dear, your Valium. 606 01:13:21,898 --> 01:13:23,274 So you'll sleep. 607 01:13:36,787 --> 01:13:38,497 I'm feeling better. 608 01:13:40,583 --> 01:13:42,418 I'm so grateful to you. 609 01:13:45,254 --> 01:13:46,839 So grateful. 610 01:13:47,882 --> 01:13:51,385 You don't have to be grateful, clear. Really. 611 01:13:53,012 --> 01:13:55,431 - Are you going? - I, um... 612 01:13:55,556 --> 01:14:00,144 I'm just going up to see Mom. I'll be right back. Alright? 613 01:14:02,146 --> 01:14:03,731 Yes, Kurt. 614 01:14:05,232 --> 01:14:06,859 It's alright. 615 01:14:34,345 --> 01:14:35,680 So? 616 01:14:37,473 --> 01:14:39,558 What did the doctor say? 617 01:14:41,102 --> 01:14:42,853 What's wrong with Margot? 618 01:14:44,522 --> 01:14:46,148 I don't know. 619 01:14:46,983 --> 01:14:48,567 He'll send Dr. Auer a report. 620 01:14:49,443 --> 01:14:51,362 You're lying. 621 01:14:51,487 --> 01:14:54,156 You know something. 622 01:14:54,281 --> 01:14:56,409 Just look at yourself. 623 01:14:56,534 --> 01:14:59,120 - And how do I look? - Distraught. 624 01:14:59,245 --> 01:15:01,497 Yes, you look distraught. 625 01:15:03,207 --> 01:15:05,126 You can tell us. 626 01:15:05,251 --> 01:15:07,795 We're your family, aren't we? 627 01:15:18,639 --> 01:15:22,184 Tell us. You can't keep it bottled up inside. 628 01:15:28,232 --> 01:15:29,817 She's not well. 629 01:15:33,320 --> 01:15:35,781 The doctor says she's not well. 630 01:15:37,366 --> 01:15:38,784 He said... 631 01:15:40,578 --> 01:15:41,787 she's schizophrenic. 632 01:15:43,664 --> 01:15:45,249 She's crazy. 633 01:15:46,333 --> 01:15:49,253 I always knew something was wrong with her. 634 01:15:50,254 --> 01:15:53,883 Well, always taking Valium, and everything else... 635 01:15:54,008 --> 01:15:55,760 What else did you expect? 636 01:15:55,885 --> 01:15:58,888 And all that cuddling and kissing with the kids. 637 01:15:59,013 --> 01:16:00,431 It's not normal! 638 01:16:01,057 --> 01:16:02,516 Hold on. 639 01:16:02,641 --> 01:16:05,770 It's normal for a mother to be tender with her kids. 640 01:16:05,895 --> 01:16:08,314 Normal? Who's normal? 641 01:16:08,439 --> 01:16:10,357 We're the normal ones! 642 01:16:10,483 --> 01:16:13,861 And one clay she'll burn the place down, believe me. 643 01:17:05,579 --> 01:17:06,997 For you. 644 01:17:07,957 --> 01:17:09,291 For me? 645 01:17:10,751 --> 01:17:12,378 Why bring me flowers? 646 01:17:12,920 --> 01:17:17,591 I thought since you're not feeling well, I'd make you happy. 647 01:17:17,716 --> 01:17:19,426 Karli, what are you doing? 648 01:17:19,552 --> 01:17:20,803 Me? 649 01:17:20,928 --> 01:17:25,099 I brought Margot some flowers. Some flowers, that's all. 650 01:17:26,142 --> 01:17:28,102 That wasn't necessary. 651 01:17:28,978 --> 01:17:30,688 That wasn't necessary at all. 652 01:17:30,813 --> 01:17:33,524 If you want them, please... 653 01:17:33,649 --> 01:17:35,818 It's the thought that counts. 654 01:17:35,943 --> 01:17:39,321 No, thanks. I don't want flowers that weren't meant for me. 655 01:17:43,159 --> 01:17:45,619 So, Karli, what do we do now? 656 01:17:45,744 --> 01:17:48,455 Let her bitch. She'll get over it. 657 01:17:49,373 --> 01:17:51,917 Like to come in? Have a cognac? 658 01:17:52,751 --> 01:17:56,463 No, I better go. Otherwise there'll be problems. 659 01:17:56,589 --> 01:18:00,259 But I want you to know, if you need me, I'll be there. 660 01:18:15,608 --> 01:18:18,569 Look, Bibi... from Uncle Karli. 661 01:18:19,695 --> 01:18:23,449 I think Uncle Karli really likes you. 662 01:19:39,525 --> 01:19:41,777 I want my mommy! 663 01:19:43,821 --> 01:19:45,781 I want my mommy! 664 01:19:47,616 --> 01:19:49,535 I want my mommy! 665 01:19:50,786 --> 01:19:53,080 I want my mommy! 666 01:19:54,290 --> 01:19:56,417 I want my mommy! 667 01:19:58,961 --> 01:20:01,046 I want my mommy! 668 01:20:01,922 --> 01:20:04,049 I want my mommy! 669 01:20:20,232 --> 01:20:22,609 Mommy! Mommy! 670 01:20:22,735 --> 01:20:24,445 Maybe she's not home. 671 01:20:27,156 --> 01:20:29,283 I want my mommy! 672 01:20:38,417 --> 01:20:41,503 I want my mommy! 673 01:20:43,172 --> 01:20:45,632 Bibi? What is it? 674 01:20:45,758 --> 01:20:48,635 Why doesn't she open? I was just there. 675 01:20:49,094 --> 01:20:52,639 My God, what's wrong? What has Bibi done? 676 01:20:52,765 --> 01:20:55,893 Nothing, really. She fell and cut herself. 677 01:20:56,018 --> 01:20:57,394 It wasn't our fault. 678 01:20:57,519 --> 01:20:59,355 Lore, get the key. 679 01:20:59,480 --> 01:21:02,149 I have it here. Just in case. 680 01:21:03,275 --> 01:21:05,652 Mommy! Where's my mommy? 681 01:21:19,708 --> 01:21:22,586 She ought to be ashamed of herself! 682 01:21:23,712 --> 01:21:25,631 Just look at her. 683 01:21:25,756 --> 01:21:27,633 Music and cognac! 684 01:21:27,758 --> 01:21:30,177 The kids could die for all she cares. 685 01:21:37,059 --> 01:21:38,727 Bibi! 686 01:21:44,650 --> 01:21:46,151 Little Bibi! 687 01:21:47,069 --> 01:21:48,570 Dearest. 688 01:21:49,446 --> 01:21:51,281 What's wrong? 689 01:21:51,407 --> 01:21:53,951 I'm bleeding, Mommy, bleeding! 690 01:22:37,327 --> 01:22:39,663 When will it end? 691 01:22:40,789 --> 01:22:42,458 Her sleeping therapy, I mean. 692 01:22:42,583 --> 01:22:44,668 In two or three days. 693 01:22:50,883 --> 01:22:52,342 I hope so. 694 01:22:55,762 --> 01:22:58,182 I need someone to talk to. 695 01:23:01,101 --> 01:23:04,396 The sleeping therapy helped, didn't it? 696 01:23:06,773 --> 01:23:11,153 We'll give you some pills. You'll see, everything will be fine. 697 01:23:14,031 --> 01:23:17,201 I have a deep depression, 698 01:23:17,326 --> 01:23:20,579 and I need my pills to pull out of it. 699 01:23:49,942 --> 01:23:51,401 Can you hear me? 700 01:23:53,570 --> 01:23:55,072 Edda? 701 01:24:00,994 --> 01:24:02,746 She can't hear me. 702 01:24:06,041 --> 01:24:07,793 Edda is sad. 703 01:24:46,707 --> 01:24:48,500 Edda is sad. 704 01:24:51,211 --> 01:24:53,171 And I'm HAPPY- 705 01:25:04,016 --> 01:25:07,352 There's no indication of schizophrenia. 706 01:25:07,477 --> 01:25:12,524 Your wife is deeply depressed, but we can treat that with drugs. 707 01:25:12,649 --> 01:25:15,777 Really, there's no sign of schizophrenia. 708 01:25:15,902 --> 01:25:19,489 And... can Margot come home soon? 709 01:25:20,282 --> 01:25:23,535 Any time. She just needs to take her pills, 710 01:25:23,660 --> 01:25:26,580 so she can function like any other human being. 711 01:25:26,705 --> 01:25:29,750 I'd like her to stay another week or two, but then... 712 01:25:30,375 --> 01:25:33,879 You're a healthy young woman, remember that. 713 01:25:34,004 --> 01:25:35,589 You're healthy. 714 01:25:35,714 --> 01:25:38,133 It's true, you're slightly depressive, 715 01:25:38,258 --> 01:25:43,138 but we can treat that with drugs and psychogenic training. 716 01:25:43,847 --> 01:25:46,725 You mustn't be afraid you'll go insane 717 01:25:46,850 --> 01:25:49,061 as you keep telling yourself. 718 01:25:49,186 --> 01:25:52,022 You're simply more sensitive than others. 719 01:25:52,147 --> 01:25:54,524 That's why you have to look after yourself. 720 01:25:54,650 --> 01:25:56,818 Read, go to school... 721 01:25:56,943 --> 01:26:00,739 Or look for a job, earn your own money. 722 01:26:00,864 --> 01:26:02,741 Do you have any skills? 723 01:26:03,408 --> 01:26:04,618 | can type- 724 01:26:05,327 --> 01:26:07,037 There, you see. 725 01:26:07,162 --> 01:26:09,247 And as long as you keep taking the pills... 726 01:26:15,837 --> 01:26:19,049 Come for a visit, when you have time. 727 01:26:20,884 --> 01:26:22,552 I'll try. 728 01:26:29,810 --> 01:26:31,395 You know how it is... 729 01:26:32,354 --> 01:26:33,689 the kids. 730 01:26:34,481 --> 01:26:35,607 Bye! 731 01:26:36,191 --> 01:26:37,192 Good bye. 732 01:27:53,310 --> 01:27:55,520 Karli! You? 733 01:27:56,188 --> 01:27:59,149 The front door was open, so I thought... 734 01:27:59,733 --> 01:28:01,318 Bibi went shopping. 735 01:28:01,443 --> 01:28:04,362 She always leaves it open, so she doesn't have to ring the bell. 736 01:28:04,488 --> 01:28:07,073 - May I sit down? - Please do. 737 01:28:22,881 --> 01:28:25,050 What is it? Something wrong? 738 01:28:25,592 --> 01:28:28,345 Uh... not really. 739 01:28:28,470 --> 01:28:31,014 On the other side of the street... 740 01:28:32,724 --> 01:28:35,435 On the other side...? 741 01:28:55,705 --> 01:28:58,583 That Mr. Bauer, you know... 742 01:28:58,708 --> 01:29:01,628 He killed himself. He hanged himself. 743 01:29:03,421 --> 01:29:06,716 But don't be upset. I just thought... 744 01:29:06,842 --> 01:29:10,887 it's better that I tell you rather than the others... 745 01:29:11,638 --> 01:29:13,348 Thanks, Karli. 746 01:29:14,891 --> 01:29:16,768 I'm not upset. 747 01:29:18,228 --> 01:29:19,813 I'm so calm. 748 01:29:21,022 --> 01:29:23,066 I'm completely calm. 749 01:29:25,235 --> 01:29:27,737 You can leave me alone, really. 750 01:29:45,046 --> 01:29:49,926 FEAR OF FEAR 751 01:29:50,510 --> 01:29:54,180 BY RAINER WERNER FASSBINDER 752 01:29:54,764 --> 01:29:58,852 BASED ON AN IDEA BY ASTA SCHEIB 753 01:31:37,534 --> 01:31:42,622 A FILM BY RAINER WERNER FASSBINDER